I have been typing on here off and on for almost 5 years (and I will continue). Its amazing to look back on how I was feeling, and what I was thinking around the times of some of the biggest defining moments of my life so far. Amazing to look back and see what I have accomplished, and what I still have left. To see whats changed,and what has stayed ( Read more... )

what is a lost cause...im not sure where i stand...somewhere between where i am and where everyone wants me to be...i am aware that there are harder things in this world than my addictions...but i guess it still doesnt make it easier...am i happier...who knows...what is happier than relatively better than where you were to begin with...and second ( Read more... )

wow...talk about creepy...its exactly 2 years since the last post on here (not including what time it was when I wrote my last post)...it seems that livejournal has become less of a journal and more of a time capsule...well lets see...progress...yes there has been much of that...I am an Instructor at DCA...it did happen...I have been working there ( Read more... )

eh...i dont know why i post here at all...just my random thing to do..perhaps reminds me of a time long past...so fricken busy studying i want to cry...i hate not knowing whats going to happen...i hate not knowing if its worth it to smile because you dont know if its going to last...i guess that makes life all the more lifey but it sucks...it does ( Read more... )

wow LJ still exsists...i dont know...theres absolutley NO POINT in my posting anything because its not like i pay much attention to LJ anymore...or anything computer related for that matter...but eh...about to go to Jacksonville...to whom it may concern kiwis are and shall always remain ( Read more... )

yes i know i dont type in LJ that much...but i still do leave entries...well...many know that i am going to be going to Delta Connection Academy to continue my flight training...and start on my Bachelors soon...im really happy and excited...i cant wait...i thank the Lord so much for the opportunity...next year the goal is to be an instructor for ( Read more... )

living life going through the motions...thats what im doing...no better way to explain it...just that...eh...my Aunt came to Orlando from Georgia earlier in the week...i think shes looking to move and shes not sure if she wants to move some place else in Georgia or move to Orlando...so i guess they are just trying to get a feel for the area and ( Read more... )

i dont think im doing a bad job of managing all i have to deal with on a daily basis...atleast i diddnt until today...i try my best to make sure everything gets done...and everyones happy...specifically one person...i hate the idea that im not doing that...try harder i suppose...i dont want to let her down...eh...i wish i had more to write...well ( Read more... )

i hate waking up and doing the same thing every day...but its worth it...i just wish i had a bit more of an escape...i havent flown in a while...but im starting again soon...had some issues...but its resolved now...atleast i got to get through a lot of my ground school work...i have enough hours for my Private Pilots now...just need my solo hours ( Read more... )

so...whats the point in trying when you keep getting shot down??