You can fool the rest of the world, but you can never escape yourself ( Read more... )

Damn, what I wouldn't give to feel normal again. It's been nearly eight months and I can't go a day without dwelling on what happened. It's always on the back of my mind and I just keep getting pissed off. I can't tell what I want more, justice, revenge, or just to wake up back where I was eight months ago. Or maybe I just want to get the fuck out ( Read more... )

The problem with karma actually falls on two things. One is that when something bad happens to somebody the rules of Karma dictate that they brought it on theirself through previous actions. Although nobody lives a perfect life, it's still hard to look at certain situations and believe that person deserved it in the scales of divine justice. As ( Read more... )

When the truth is found to be lies
and all the joy within you dies
Don't you want somebody to love?

Again. just like the last time. Exactly like the last time. I went along with it. I welcomed it. I even started it. Just like last time.
I am the reason I do not believe in redemption.

2008 Retrospective ( Read more... )

So this whole 'new life' thing, kinda disappointing. I blame myself, ever since middle school, I always pictured myself living by myself in some crap appartment in a big city... So the barracks at CG ISC New Orleans just seemed to fit the bill perfectly. Honestly, the second I walked by and heard the music... I knew I was home ( Read more... )

So as I type this shit, it's 2:30 in the morning. My sleep cycle has been completely thrown off and is one step away from just being a distant memory ( Read more... )

Yeah, It's been a while since I've posted. Not a lot has changed, work is the same as always, my parent's are kinda annoying every now and then (apparently me leaving for boot camp is interfering with my dad's Hawaiian vacation), and my truck shiting the bead has officially kicked me to the bottom of the barrel money-wise. Hopefully it's just the ( Read more... )

Some people are like free cable channels ( Read more... )