Hey,

Well, I've lost a lot of weight... staying under 400 cals per day. yeah.. and exercising... anyways.. I'll try to update more later.

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.... I need to lose like.....a million lbs by june 21.....UGGH....... I'm going to L.A... and I always need to look good when I go there ( Read more... )

For awhile I was doing a lot better. I've just been working on school for ever and ever. Having trouble with a few classes staying motivated... but whatever....I also lost a lot of friends...growing apart I guess. Or just me being dumb..whatever.

I've looked death in the eye one more time this life ( Read more... )

No more will I try to recover. I fell back hard. It was the wrost. I hate it. So I'm staying. For now at least. I was down to 129. But when I relasped it was all mia. B/P for like 5 or 6 days straight. ew ew ew. I'm 136 now. EW MORE.

I need my routine back pleeeeeeeeeease

I'm going to try and put my dreams in here. One of my recovery books says that dreams can a lot of the times help tell what emotions you are keeping in. Or other important things like that ( Read more... )

Can you take a guess at what happened?

mhmm.