i wish my dad would actually do the things he tells me he's going to do.
i wish i wasn't dumb enough to keep asking him to do things and get my hopes up that this will be the time he actually comes through for me.
so for now, it looks like i'll be sleeping on the floor at school.
thanks dad.

i'm going to family camp with laurens family and choquette.
i'm excited cuz i know it could be really fun
i'm also nervous though cuz i know im gunna annoy her and i hate that.

p.s. I heart Jackie lots.

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im leaving for SD today
haven't seen him in 13 weeks
im nervous
and excited
and i love him.