allen allen allen allen....i really need to learn how to stop bithcin and worrying about shit before it gets figured out. it just makes life so much more difficult ( Read more... )

i knew things would never be the same. i don't know why i got my hopes up. my expectations are way too high, and i'm always getting let down.

it drives me crazy that none of my friends get along...like i have a few groups of people that i consider my "friends" and not one of them groups gets along with the other groups...and it sux. b/c i'm always torn between them and i always get to hear all the shit about "oh they are assholes why do you talk to them" "they're so boring fuck 'em jes" ( Read more... )

and again i hear the same 'ol god damn thing..."i like her, but i just don't want a relationship right now"...when will i hear that for the last time?!?!it won't come soon enough i can tell you that. i know to the person who is saying it, it's a perfectly reasonable excuse to not want to be with me...but to me...as many times as i've fucking heard ( Read more... )

"Blurry ( Read more... )

hey guys, i know not too many people even read these anymore...but i'm pretty effin fucked right now, so i feel i should just write...i dunno if i've mentioned it to anyone lately, but allen is so effin sexy...he's damn cute..lol..sorrry...had to get that out...my little brother asked me to go bowling with him and his two freinds today, found that ( Read more... )

this time tomarrow night i'll be jammin at the prom with becky!! i can't fuckin wait! got my nails done today...and i dyed my hairs...my car is just fine...i'll be getting paid tomarrow so i have some money for the weekend....so it's all good!! but i'm out...i'm tired as hell...peace!
<3 much love <3 Jes..

one day till prom. i know i'm gonna have a blast, but i'm still bummed since it's the only prom i've been able to go to, and i don't even have a for real date. like i couldn't even find a male friend to go with me. not that going with becky is a bad thing. it's just that i wanted to go ALL OUT for this prom whether i went to the others or not, i've ( Read more... )

OH WOW! my ass is burnt! lol...i went tanning again yesterday with becky, and i went in for longer than normal....and my rear got burnt...it sux..and when i woak up and got dressed i hadn't noticed it yet....and i'm wearing these pants with some really annoying ass pockets! oh well...it'll be gone in a couple of day ( Read more... )