OMG!!! Went and saw Alice in Wonderland with Blake this morning. It was a great movie. We got to see it in 3D. Love the Cheshire cat in 3D, and Johnny Depp was awesome as the Mad Hatter!! Absolutly MAD!! I will probably be seeing it again on Weds with my mother. I am quite excited. I will definately be buying this movie when it comes out on DVD!

Loneliness overwhelmed me last night. I was talking to Blake and I suddenly couldn't control my tears. I felt so alone.I finally calmed down and we talked for a bit ( Read more... )

I have finally realized why I sleep all the time. I always beleived it was just laziness....but I now think its because I just don't want to face the world. If I wanted to be lazy I could just lay in bed and read a book or sit at my computer ( Read more... )

Have you ever been super excited when things start to go your way? I have that feeling at the moment....very excited....hai hai ( Read more... )

When I say feeling sick I don't mean my body feels sick. More like mentally. I wish this would end. I want to date someone so I can forget about him. He just has to post crap that lets me know that hes no longer single. I hate facebook. I want to shoot it....ACK ( Read more... )

"I do not want to be afraid. I do not wanna die inside just to breath in. I'm tired, of feeling so alone. Releif exists I find it when, I am cut ( Read more... )

I received my tickets to the Wicked musical I'm planning to go to with Kory. Its gonna happen in April....WOOT. I need to buy my plane ticket soon. Those tickets were really freakin expensive. I'm happy they arrived though cause a lot of my mail has been misplaced ( Read more... )

Wow....who knew that I would be on here again O_o ( Read more... )

OMG...I'm still here ( Read more... )

am i a bad person....please tell me...i wanna know what people think about me...

so many lies...is everyone just pretending? Have they always been pretending? Why?

I don't understand...I'm so confused...

am i worthless?

I suck at my job, i make people angry...

I'm shocked no one has decided to beat me...