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ixwantxyou Jan 16, 2010 13:55

I feel disgusting lately.
And unmotivated to do anything.
I've gained weight and I hate to look at myself.

After school ended, I decided to relax a little, after working and going to school nonstop for years, and now I can't stop. I just lay around and watch TV.

I wish this was all easier.

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ixwantxyou May 30, 2007 16:38

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ixwantxyou Nov 02, 2006 03:17

Stress stress stress ( Read more... )

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ixwantxyou Apr 05, 2006 04:33

Working in a resturant is killing me ( Read more... )

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ixwantxyou Oct 23, 2005 06:17

I never update this and I'm sorry ( Read more... )

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ixwantxyou Jul 11, 2005 15:13

Everytime I get that message I tell myself it's not going to happen again. You have a girlfriend. I rehearse in my head stopping you. "No. You care about her." Somehow those words never escape my lips ( Read more... )

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ixwantxyou Jun 12, 2005 20:19

We met through mutual friends. He was very attractive. Strong. Light eyes. Dark hair. He looked at me intensely when he spoke to me ( Read more... )

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ixwantxyou Feb 23, 2005 01:40

he broke up with me ( Read more... )

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ixwantxyou Feb 06, 2005 22:53

I'm ready for my birth control to be effective again ( Read more... )

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ixwantxyou Dec 25, 2004 16:10

He and I fucked Thursday evening. His hands were tight on my hips, his mouth on my throat. It was good, it was fun. Fun with giggling and smiling. It had been forever, I was tight, and slightly sore afterwards. My real satisfaction came in getting him off with my mouth, the second person to ever do so. He came hard, in my mouth and on my bed. ( Read more... )