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I needa get a life seriously
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Am i still thinking properly?
I think im growing to be more and more afraid of myself. It's like im turning into somebody i am not. I try to push it at the back of my brain but it jus keeps resurfacing agn, refusing to go away. Although the problem looks like it has been solved for now, how long will it take for me to erupt agn? I feel like a timebomb.. -
the temporary shelter i ran to
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right from the start
Im so happy i survived lab today! Honestly i was super duper scared at the thought of lab today. Those accidents that i had in labs last time were enough to send a chill down my spine everytime i was going to attend a lab session. I dono when i started to start losing confidence in myself during lab sessions. In the past i used to be able to act ( Read more... ) -
The greatest enemy
Dear sky,
I lost to myself again. Im sucha loser.
Sun -
I am tired of myself
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Can you teach me? i dono how to carry on.
Dear sky,
im sorry for making you so unhappy always. i guess i cant really make you happy lately. you always say we will learn tgth and change for the better. but can you show me how i shld do it? ): i really dono how to carry on.
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Go sleep, tmr you will feel better
Dear sun,
You haf failed to be understanding for your sky today agn. The tot of giving up jus keeps popping up in your mind doesn't it? You're right, sky can seek warmth and happiness anywhere he wants. Who are you to stay nxt to him for so long....? You're not good enough..
Sun -
6 days to D day
Dear sky,
Let's just stay like tis for nw.. Jus stay by my side..
Sun -
yet another day closer to D day
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