so hi lj, nice to be back here again. it's kinda funny that last time i wrote in this was a little over a year ago. but then again, it's not so funny. it would be a good habbit to get back into writing regularly, especially since i can actually access this from my work. it's crazy how much my life has changed. but basically, long story short, i met ( Read more... )

you spill your tears in places ( Read more... )

dear lj ( Read more... )

OK, so long story short. As you can see, I got a little black and blue looking going under the eye.


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i keep coming back here from month to month, reading a friend's entry here, and another there... but then disappearing again for another month. sounds good till i realized, i can't bring myself to post an update. so much has changed for me since the last entry and this one, i'm not sure what to include. i could just meander on about what i feel at ( Read more... )

your smile makes me keel over in bliss and agony at a place that can't be reached as the world spins and spins and my head wheels and reels and i take a moment to pause and breathe and turn my head to a blank and empty room and a dream unsatisfied with memories that start the cycle over and over again. a spark of hope catches my attention and keeps ( Read more... )

i'm really excited. i think i can improve myself and make for the better this year. last year, because i failed to prioritize, my grades slipped and things kinda started going downhill. i pretty much became one of those trainwreck people. but with every negative there's also a positive and the positive outcome was that i grew socially and really ( Read more... )

Hope you all are having a happy new year celebration. i realized now's my chance to update since i just discovered that you can delete individual items out of the history on the computer. anyway, i had so much to do for this new year's that it ended up i stayed home. joke's on me, right? and that perfume i got for christmas... no wonder it smelled ( Read more... )

i hate how some people just go by convenience. i know that since i'm home, i can't expect people to hang out with me in the same way that they do in school and it's nobody's fault that i don't know as many people, but nevertheless, it's still kinda annoying. no, maybe not annoying... disappointing is the word i think. i'm disappointed that i didn't ( Read more... )

YOUR PORN STAR NAME: (NAME OF FIRST PET + STREET YOU LIVE ON): Tina Hosner (i like this one, lol ( Read more... )