The screaming Camel Fetus!~

Once again, sorry people... It's confirmed, I'm off Livejournal...

http://www.myspace.com/izbayachonay

there ya go.

Talking with Ashley today at work really cheered me up. She had an epiphamy that she explained... and it snapped into my head too. The fact that Michelle and I broke up, however tradgic, is for the better. I was way too attached... I had to realize that I'm still only 18, and I shouldn't expect so much from a relationship... I shouldn't be so ( Read more... )

Last Night Necropolis =

KMFDM - Anarchy
Skinny Puppy - Smothered Hope
Ministry - Jesus Built My Hotrod
Ministry - Supernaut
Skinny Puppy - Spasmolytic
Front 242 - Headhunter

Fuck yeah.


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My new favorite song : Skinny Puppy - Testure ( Read more... )

Michelle fucking cheated on me with Lenora at the Groove...

She told me she'd never ever cheat on me... she told me she loved me... Everything is fucking bullshit.

Oh, and Lenora is a fucking Home Wrecker... she knew I didn't like the idea of them making out.

The greatest thing...
You'll ever learn,
is just to love...
and be loved in return.

She's all I've thought about all day, I miss her more than anything.

I can't seem to cry again, no matter how much I want to.

I've been dumped...

The strange thing is I was crying more before I was actually dumped... now I'm sort of in a shock.

I had a fucking weird dream... I don't quite remember all of it... but there was a family in a house... like 9 or 10 people... and they were dropping like flies. Someone went out to put up laundry on the line, and got torn apart by the farm animals. Someone was hiding in the closet so they wouldn't die... and a little girl was with them... and ( Read more... )

lmfao