i want to just catch fire so that i may feel alive

to be displayed for all the world to see

but also to fear.

i know nothing of my heart or my innner desires

but i do know that i want to live for life's sake

something has to change in my life. something seems to be missing. i don't know what

sometimes even i don't know what i'm about but at least i know that i am always true to myself. sometimes i have hard time adjusting to this new school and this new place because i think that i have made a pretty good friend....then i come to find that there is another side of them that i really don't like and start to wonder if the first ( Read more... )

it seems like ever since i got here it has been nothing but a struggle the entire time. i feel like there has been notime in my life when i have had a real break. when we got here, the school didn't get my transcripts so i had to pay extra money to get them sent to myslef and hand deliver them to the office because my school couldn't di its job. ( Read more... )

I am not really sure what I did wrong. I have a guy freind who just recently got a girlfriend.....but everytime i ask about his feelings for her he gets angry and wants to stop talking. it is certainly not ALL i talk about with this guy, if anything it is a question in passing like " so, do u think u really like this girl?" ~stuff like that. well ( Read more... )

K: so when do you graduate?
ME: may 8th.
K: omg!!! thats the date of my gyno appointment!!!
ME:...........ok.......

ok so the faculty here at NAU is just dumb and absurd i have concluded. i recently sang the Csardas, an aria which i sing the shit out of. During the part where the character slows down and "runs out of breath" as is written in the music, i quietly said " ein minuten bitte" which everyone thought was hilarious.....everyone that is except debbi ( Read more... )

so i did my audition at IU and thought i did a pretty good job....well i guess i was wrong. there was this really nice girl waiting outside with me who everyone kept giving her good looks her way but what did i get...nothing. i hate being the one that is overlooked and though not to be good. especially when i met with one of th teachers beforehand ( Read more... )

i guess i am awak because the demons in my mind won't let me sleep...but for those of you who do read...you rock!!!! so rock on ( Read more... )

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