Yet another Rehab Update

Apr 24, 2004 04:34

ahh shit man, its fuckin 4:30 in the mornin and I probably wont be done till around 5. jesus christ I am wide awake and cant fuckin sleep. Last three days were fuckin great. I didnt go lurk out and get in my head. But today was shitty. I really wanted to come home, I really wanted to bail, I really wanted some acid or ecstasy, I really wanted to go ( Read more... )

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Johnny Depp and the like anonymous April 24 2004, 07:41:22 UTC
Hey LIZZY WIZZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The title has nothing to do with what i'm writing but i thought it would interest you. All those nights...up in the shelter...12 'o clock midnight...You know what i'm talking about. Anyway, i'm glad your doing so well. It sounds awesome. I'm really hoping i'm gonna be walkin down the street and be like, "HEY IT'S LIZZ!!!!!" and then run and give you a big hug and then go get coffee and have my Lizz AND camp fix at the same time. But i really have NO idea where you are in Atlanta so i'm having trouble picking which street to walk down to look for you. There has been some camp news, but too depressing too talk about....sigh. I'm going to the Inman park festival...maybe you'll be there?????? or maybe not
LOVE YOU PANCAKE POLKA PARTNER!!!!!!!!!!!!
emma bemma

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Re: Johnny Depp and the like izzabizza April 24 2004, 09:43:14 UTC
I'm in Roswell. Thats the center. The neighborhood where i live is in Marietta. I cant give you address because yeah... on the internet. but anywho, I gotta go, just woke up and goin to the lake for the crawfish boil... **still sleeping though*** I LOVE YOU!!!!

lizzy wizzy

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brynncess1021 April 24 2004, 11:12:24 UTC
Hang in there, baby. You are doing so well. You have no idea how proud we ALL are. Come home soon. I love love love you.
-whitdawg

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plato anonymous April 24 2004, 23:20:41 UTC
hey Liz, keep on keepin on. I want you to know your in my meditations and that you'll always be strong enough to live just as long as you don't quite fighting.

the devil does not tempt us with trivial things, he knows what we desire most, he is in our mind just waiting to crawl out as an impostor from the heart. To keep our path pure and straight it is our hart we must listen to.
~me

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anonymous April 25 2004, 11:18:29 UTC
hey
I was told that you wrote down a huge list of people that you were involved with that did drugs and what not for the parents assosiation. which I think is bullshit. especially if i am on that list. because I have not smoked for at least 2 months, and I dont mind. I just dont really understand how it is any of the schools business what other kids do outside of school. I'm not mad at you I am just wondering what made you to tell on so many people like that. Dr. D called my parents saying that I do all kinds of drugs. which isnt true. and saying that they should search me and get me drug tested. I don tknow if that is because of your list or for some other reason. but I have been clean for a while now. just wanted to know what was going on.

but I am glad that you are doing better and things are going well for you.

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izzabizza April 25 2004, 12:38:03 UTC
hey
i have no fucking idea what your tellin me. I never made a list. Actually my stepmom came and told me that people in her class that gossip and shit came and told her. I didnt tell her anything but damn she like named fuckin 30 people. I was like oh shit. but nah i never ratted on anyone... damn i know how dangerous it is and i got in some shit cause i wouldnt tell who i bought from. One it would get that person in trouble two someone would have found out i ratted and i would be shot. So if mrs hendrix is tellin people i ratted on people thats bullshit man. Shes sayin that cause I am here and doesnt want the kids who really did gossip get in trouble there. So dude im sorry you got in shit, but its not my problem. I wasnt part of it. peace

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So, its me again... anonymous April 25 2004, 12:08:52 UTC
Hey Lizz. Just got home today from Wilmington w/ the family, and randall. Just read ur entry too. *sighs* It`s not 3 months is it? 6 to a yr?? I went crazy...and I didn`t really know what the hell to think about it. Your my only hippy friend that I posess. So no one really will ever understand some of my thoughts because of that. I miss you alot already...and it hasnt even been one month. I wish that I could just see for like 5 minutes or something at least. But I know that I can`t right now. But, why you are there, is a good thing. I will admit I`m happy that your getting help grasshopper...and I keep telling my self not to be so selfish about it. B/c its what u need..and I know this. I want more then anything for you to get fully better in the time that you are there. I understand the whole even if the friends of ur`s who don`t do drugs you shouldn`t talk to, b/c of the past and shit. But.....I.....just don`t agree w/ it really. I don`t incourage you, if anything you know that I, as well as your sister, frown apon it. And in a ( ... )

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