ahh shit man, its fuckin 4:30 in the mornin and I probably wont be done till around 5. jesus christ I am wide awake and cant fuckin sleep. Last three days were fuckin great. I didnt go lurk out and get in my head. But today was shitty. I really wanted to come home, I really wanted to bail, I really wanted some acid or ecstasy, I really wanted to go ( Read more... )

Hello all. I'm just saying I am starting Out Patient and this means no contact with anyone from home for the next 11 weeks or so. I want to get sober, but I always have the urges to get high. I cried today, yesterday, and the day before, but friends here are like friends I have never had before. In an instant they were already my brothers and ( Read more... )

Okay so I'm in atlanta and its not so bad. heres the deal here. There is like a half way house where everyone meets and has a coffee shop inside with foosball and whatnot. People meet there and hangout really. If you are an out patient you go to meetsings everyday monday - thursday. I'm gonna be an out paitent monday, right now im just hangin out. ( Read more... )

Some of you are pretty damn confused about whats goin on in my life. Some of you don't fucking care, so this post isn't for you. If you are like me, you want questions answered in full detail. So heres the question, and my answer: What the fuck is going on? If you want to know... click the (Answer)---if only life's questions were that easy.

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I'm in trouble with someone I love so so so much ( Read more... )

Well... today was expected to be dreadful, but was actually quite enjoyable...

I have no school because of Parent/teacher/student confrences around 2... I just got back from it and...I'm not grounded.

I woke up this morning around 8 when my dad woke me up. He put the phone in my room and called me at 9 and told me to get out of bed and then called ( Read more... )

god damn... here's the pissed off fucking emo lizz ( Read more... )

Well i just got back from seeing the musical "cats" with my mom and sister... It was not planned... it was more of my moms conspiracy to get us to spend more time together... We went out to dinner at the Exchange and there was some pissy fighting between the three of us ( Read more... )

wooo tonight I went to weaver and saw the one acts ( Read more... )