Rehab Update

[izzabizza]

Hello all. I'm just saying I am starting Out Patient and this means no contact with anyone from home for the next 11 weeks or so. I want to get sober, but I always have the urges to get high. I cried today, yesterday, and the day before, but friends here are like friends I have never had before. In an instant they were already my brothers and

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[my_walker]

liz?
-kat

[izzabizza]

yes???

[my_walker]

i love you

[brynncess1021]

I'm so glad you're feeling better! I visited GDS today. P sends his love and blessing. He's leaving GDS after this year. He's going back to DC. I was so mad that he neglected to tell me that I threw my photo album at him. I also saw Katie. She's soooo hyper. It's wonderful. She's wearing makeup now, too! How cute. She seems to be fine. I'll be her surrogate big sis while you're away. ya know, interview her boyfriends, make sure she's eating enough fruits and vegetables. I've never been a very good big sister (don't tell Alex that, i would never hear the end of it), but now I'm gonna try my hardest. Anyway, I miss you. A lot. A whole whole lot. And I wish you were here, but I'm glad you're getting clean. SOOO glad. I'm so proud of you. You're the strongest person I know. I want you to know that you can tell me anything. I won't think any different of you. I have only love to give you, Lizz. And when you come home, we will be spending lots more "girl time" together.
<3<3<3 Whitdawg

[izzabizza]

wooo yeah its four in the morning and i just got back from waffle house with a few people. Man i cant believe P is leaving. Did you tell him bout me? what did he say/do? Yeah look after the wee one for me (even though shes like four inches taller than me) I love you so much whit, you are one cool mother fucker.

[brynncess1021]

He asked me if I knew about you, and i said "yeah." We just talked about it and how we missed you, but were glad you're getting better. Then we talked about what would happen when you were out. Ya know, where'd you go to school and where you'd live. We just had a lot of hanging questions. Yeah, i can't believe he's leaving either. it makes me very sad. haha, and I will look after her. She seems to be really good. I love you lizz. YOU are one cool mother fucker!! =D

[anonymous]

Lizz, its Sahar...
I just wanted to say that I am so proud of you and miss you soo much!! Life in Greensboring sucks ass, as I am quite sure you know, and all that is happening is exams, which fucking sucks even more ass. Just wanted to say that I am thinking of you and I am really glad that you're getting the help you need. You are such a strong person, and I know you will get through this! I'm here if you need...I promise I wont be one of those "evil bitches" hahaha! See ya this summer :-)
Love,
Sahar (your stepsister)

[hilaryy]

thats really great that youre doing so well and made so many friends and all :) (and even cooler that you know how to skateboard because ive always wanted to do that but never could, heh)

but youre definitely not missing much in g'boro. exams and shit.

anyway, best of luck for the rest of your time there :)

-hilary

[_kiss_me_im_emo]

hey...i see you live in greensboro...im from burlington and you look like a neat chick ...wanna friend meee?
<3 alliee

[izzabizza]

yeah sure man, despite the fact im in rehab now. But its cool.