The truth is, no one wants to see what's behind the brave face.

There is no brave face right now. My eyes are puffy and the tears keep coming. And, well, I'm in a poisoning lot wondering if it's too unsafe to just sleep here cause I do not want to go back.

Does anyone know of someone that's looking for a place to live? It would be $400/ month. I'm asking for a $400 deposit (which is really just the last month). This includes utilities ( Read more... )

Today was good. I woke up content for the first time in quite a while.

:-)

The only reason I had to take today an hour at a time was because of my final. The rest of the day was good. Sometimes it's just the small things that make the day good.

I have a feeling that this year my birthday is going to be incredibly disappointing. Maybe it's just because I have a birthday wish I know will never come true, much less happen near my birthday.

I ask that if you are making a reference to the September 11th, 2001 terrorist attacks, please state it as such. If you say September 11th, I will claim to have no idea what you are talking about. I have had a number of September 11ths in my lifetime, most of them with nothing of particular importance occuring on that date, though some did. And yes ( Read more... )

"There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness."
-Friedrich Nietzsche, "On Reading and Writing"