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[izzboof]

So, I am incredibly ready to get married - engaged.  I don't know how much longer I can wait for Houston to ask me so, I am certainly considering asking him.  I feel so frustrated and a little self conscious.  I have always wanted to be proposed to, it is something that I have dreamed about for a long time.  But I also really want to go ahead and

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[goodbyeclarityx]

I don't think you should give up on your dream to be asked. I also think that you should talk to him about all of this (assuming you haven't already). I don't think there's anything demanding about telling him exactly what you wrote here. If he doesn't know that you feel this way, I bet he would feel better knowing that you came to talk to him. If he does know, maybe you just need to help him understand why and how this is so important to you, you know?

I think as long as you're careful not to make it sound accusatory and to just make it sound like you're asking out of love for him, he will probably be totally fine with you bringing up the subject. And I think it's better for you to talk about his feelings than you just popping the question without knowing why he hasn't done anything yet.

I hope he asks you soon. He would have to be a real douche not to! :)

[izzboof]

Yeah, I think you are right. I should be able to talk to him about this stuff. I'm pretty sure at this point I have gotten my point across, since I jump at the chance to talk about getting married at every opportunity now. I'm going to get his sister to bug him too when she comes out here. That should do the trick. I just feel insecure about asking him out right because I don't think I could stand it if he said that he didn't want to marry me. I'm such a chicken! But I think I am getting over my anxiety and I am getting over the immediate need for something to happen too. It will happen when it happens. Yay!