So I have been working at this new job for over 6 months now and I am finally done putting up with the bullshit. I just sent an email to my boss asking her to talk to the other techs about their attitude problems. I know that if and when she talks to them it will just make them resent me even more, but I honestly can't put up with this shit ( Read more... )

So, the spawn of Satan works at my sleep lab and is apparently praised as one of their best techs. I have worked there over 6 months and last week I had the "pleasure" of working with her for the first time. She is by far the meanest, ugliest, rudest person I have ever had to endure. The first words out of her mouth were used to pick a fight ( Read more... )

So I have been thinking a lot about my relationship with Houston and I'm doing the stupid idiot thing that I do where I make up tests in my mind and don't tell anyone about them, but get really pissed off if they don't pass.  Like I will lay in bed and think, "If he doesn't kiss me when he wakes up, he fails!" and I guess I have some stupid idea in ( Read more... )

Year 2009 Overview

Get out there and communicate your passionate awareness to the world this year, Scorpio! As you articulate your beliefs, you will move your life -- and the planet -- toward a more spiritual and thoughtful reality. Positively express yourself and your vision, and you will be a source of great inspiration.

Scorpio loves challenges, ( Read more... )

So it has been a wild and crazy year.  Moving from Santa Barbara to Denver back to Santa Barbara and finally to San Antonio.  I think my resolutions from last year turned out pretty well considering I barely had time to sit down.  This year it is time to settle down ( Read more... )

I realized the other day that lately I have kind of been in a funk and that I have really not been caring about the way I look.  A lot of things have contributed to this including working nights, having no friends, being sick and hardly leaving the house.  So this week has been all about pampering myself with trips to the salon and the makeup ( Read more... )

Last night was Halloween and as it is my favorite holiday, I was pretty excited.  Houston and I had been invited to a crazy party that was suppose to go until 4am, but Houston ended up having to work.  At first I was a sad puppy, but I went home and watch a couple of scary movies and finally invoked the muse that has been eluding me for so long and ( Read more... )

So, I am incredibly ready to get married - engaged.  I don't know how much longer I can wait for Houston to ask me so, I am certainly considering asking him.  I feel so frustrated and a little self conscious.  I have always wanted to be proposed to, it is something that I have dreamed about for a long time.  But I also really want to go ahead and ( Read more... )

I've been watching a lot of movies lately and it seems to me that the message that keeps being driven home is that I am not really living up to my full potential.  I am sad that the time has come that sleep medicine is no longer my passion.  I did indeed get burnt out on working on these patients.  Now it is time to find a new passion and suffer ( Read more... )

So I have to work tonight and for the first time since I began my career in medicine, I do not like my job.  I dread going to work almost to the point that it is painful.  I've worked on pediatric patients before but rarely.  Now at work it seems to be the norm.  I don't really understand the people that I work with as they all seem to like working ( Read more... )