So, I was just hit with this amazing bout of insecurity. I supose my last two fail attemps at romance hit me harder than I thought. I knew that going back to school would be hard, but I didn't realize how much an infintile relationship would change everything. Going from all to nothing hit me suddenly and very powerfully. I'm just so afraid that he ( Read more... )

Life is moving along. I'm content. I'm in Asheville for the break, working at Carmike burning popcorn. It's good to be home for a bit. I'm not sure how I'm going to leave it behind, but I supose I'll come back for christmas every year. It just seems like everything is chaning, but I think I'm okay with that ( Read more... )

I really hate it when I fall asleep in inappropriate places, such as the lab. I was fighting with the cyclic voltammeter like usual when all of a sudden I woke up. I'm not sure when I fell asleep. I did the same thing one night waiting to run an SI session. I had sat down to read the questions on one of those retarded ice-breaker balls and the I ( Read more... )

Chris is leaving for Iraq on Monday... I don't want him to go. I keep hoping today wasn't the last time I will talk to him. I want him to come back home. I'm scared. I still love him.

This morning I was sitting in class and we were learning about HPLC pumps. The most efficient pumps have eccetricity cams. Well, I read "eccentricity" as "ecentrically." I couldn't figure out what classified a cam as eclectic. Way to say dumb things in class ( Read more... )

Oh, how I hate propylene carbonate
Hydrophilic to exremes
Dripping slowly from my needle
Pushing..... You....
The seconds stech to minutes stretch to hours
A slip
A spill
My hand a casualty
But I shall work on
As you eat my liver.

Your Birthdate: November 28
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I was a good senior and marched into the Dean's office to get my senior check this past May to make sure I knew what I needed to graduate. So, I go into my last advising appointment two days ago and find out that they fucked up and didn't tell me I need to take a class. The problem is, it's very difficult to find an "other science" to take in the ( Read more... )

There is nothing worse than being sick in college, at least that I have found. I hate missing classes, but there comes a point where showing up isn't going to do much. I mean, when you feel like sightly warmed over death, how much can you really learn? Right now I just want someone to make me tea and take my temperature and cuddle despite the ( Read more... )