So, I realized that I write a lot more on MySpace, so I put all of the blogs between then and now here too. Hence the 4 months popping up at once.

I woke up half an hour before my alarm, the strange part about that is it's 6 am. I was having bad dreams, not nightmares, just not good dreams ( Read more... )

My last week has alternated from really great to really horrible... Wednesday my Intro to Music professor told me I had no hope of passing his class because he's an asshole. This happened about 10 minutes before I had to take a P Chem 2 exam. No time to cry. Kicked the ass out of point groups and the majority of the exam. Talk to Dr. W about my ( Read more... )

As school is coming to an end I'm finding myself feeling really weird. Not in the I can't figure out what to do next weird kind of way which I've been feeling the last few months. I feel like I suddenly want to connect to people in this really deep way... I want to be emotionally venerable. And being emotionally venerable isn't nessecarrily the ( Read more... )

Robin, Brandy and I deffinately got kicked out of the library (the book library, not the bar) tonight. I did feel like we were getting kicked out of a bar at last call. "Ladies, we need you to leave, you've had a little too much tonight." The guy comes around and goes, "You need to leave, the library is closing, now." Then he starts flashing the ( Read more... )

As you should know I'm a supplamental instructor for an intro chem class, which is a pretty nice job over all. But sometimes it's overly frustrating, like the night before a test. Everyone seems to show up that night for the study session. Most of them have been going to class and coming to the sessions on a regular basis, but what really gets to ( Read more... )

I've always felt that secrets are a heavy load to carry. I'm not talking about the little secrets that everyone has, like when you told your mom you were going to study when you were really smoking pot... but the big ones. The secrets you can't just know about, you feel compelled to do something about. Those are the heavy secrets. But I'll carry ( Read more... )

My friend Mary turned 21 today. She had a cocktail party, so everyone was dressed up. It was really snowy and icy though so everyone was falling in their heels. I was playing DD for a whole bunch of people so I was just having fun with the drunks. One of the guys whose apartment we were at got out his .22 rifle and we shot bottles off the deck. It ( Read more... )

you make me afraid ( Read more... )

So, yesterday my research advisor/total douche bag/professor I'm an SI leader for asked me to teach his lecture for him today. So, I would have liked a bit more notice, but I did get to teach a real college Intro Chem class all by myself. Granted I was teaching chapter 1, but still. It was a really cool experience. I feel like a big kid in the ( Read more... )