damnit! i never chase straights! i should get something for winning second in this tournament! true there were only four of us, but i played well. i hate poker!

so i actually had the day off today, and the whole day was filled with free time and no commitments. there was not one thing i did today that i had to do. i flew by the seat of my pants. it was really nice. i wasn't restless or anything. i should do more of that. yup ( Read more... )

i forgot how much i enjoyed south park. i need to watch that more.

my back still hurts.

i cooked dinner tonight for keith's sister tracey and his parents. that's another thing i need to do more often. his family is a lot a fun. they also make me feel appreciated. i like that.

my back hurts. i'm not in a good mood. anyhoo, it would have been mroe fun to go hang out with becca instead of playing poker. damn this lazyness or something ( Read more... )

i had this really creepy dream the other night and i've been meaning to talk about it to soemone, anyone, but i keep forgetting. i guess it didn't bug me that much. anyhoo, in this dream i was still living on citation ave with my parents. at the beginning of the dream i think everything was a little edgy, we were getting ready to leave. go far far ( Read more... )

i spent six hours of my weekend off playing poke in this friggen tournement and i only came in fourth place. had i been a little smarter i could have at least made third adn won sixty dollas. rediculous. now i'm just tired and bored. TIRED and BORED. i think more board than tired. i kinda want everyone to leave, but i don't think that is going to ( Read more... )

merry xmas. now i can spend another year preparing. honestly every year it comes sooner. i find it kinda disturbing. wwell now i need to go greet family. tata

i'm stressed about teh online shopping i've been doing, already one present i ordered so long ago won't get here til christmas eve. that's cutting it too close for comfort. and me being the dope i didn't have the money until today to order something for my dad, and they will only ship it fedex ground, so i'm affraid it will be after christmas ( Read more... )

this one's for you lauren ( Read more... )

can i jsut tell you i am trying to be proactive with my bills and it's just not working? well that's what's going on. and i have to work tonight. i hate working nights, i never haveto work three nights in a week, but apparently i do this week. my boss is being way too wishy washy. i do way more work than that asshole who usually works three nights ( Read more... )