I FUCKING HATE YOU.
YOU FUCKING DISGUST ME.
NOBODY IN THIS WORLD IS A BIGGER FUCKING LIAR THAN YOU.
YOU ARE A FUCKING ASSHOLE.
I WANT TO SEE YOU WRITHE IN PAIN.
I HATE THE VERY THOUGHT OF YOU.
YOU MAKE ME FUCKING SICK.
I HOPE THE WORST COMES YOUR WAY.

I Give You A Timeline of Jodie's life:

August 25, 1988 - Jodie is born.
"Skipping ahead a few years"
November 2003 - Jodie learns of the existience of *Ben*.
January 17, 2004 - Jodie finallly meets Ben. She falls in love with him. Ben asks Jodie out. < We will refer to this as the best night of Jodie's life ( Read more... )

Friday - School, came home, slept, at six I went back to SJV and got ready for the play. At 8 I did the play and my mommy daddy katie uncle kenny and LISA! came and they gave me roses. Then Upchurch took me me to the party at Joe's and then my dad picked me up about an hour later, I went home and slept ( Read more... )

Today is me and Ben's 10 month anniversary. YaY! I love you Benjamin James Hird ( Read more... )

Right something about 10 people you know who have affected your life greatly ( Read more... )

John left SJV. Why I wouldn't know, When I wouldn't know, I have a bit of problem with the whole my best friend walking away from me which kind of drives me into a hysteria and unable to talk to him. So I haven't talked to my best friend in about 5 days and if I don't soon I dont know what the hell I'm going to do. Last weekend.... John told me ( Read more... )

I can only breathe out one nostril. This sucks.

- sick
+ Ben <3
- Day/Ny quil
+ Did really good on my history test.
+ I'm off book for Act 1
- I miss Ben. <3
- I want to see Ben. <3
- For the past few days I have had an overwhelming urge to fall asleep with Ben. <3 ( Read more... )

Okay... Friday went to school did the homecoming float, went to the DMV after school, came home got ready and went to Ben's house and had a good time with him. Saturday night I met up with Michelle in Red Bank and we did a little shopping and I got my MOSHIRT made!!! Then Mike, Ben, and Thomas Aquanious Satan/Choir Boy Tommy Destruction came. We ( Read more... )

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Ben BLM 05 (10:56:17 PM): your an angel
Ben BLM 05 (10:56:18 PM): i love you
x J diZzle (10:56:22 PM): what why?
Ben BLM 05 (10:56:33 PM): u just are

I'm sorry but I have the most amazing boyfriend in the world.
9 months of perfection (on his part).