Scratch that last entry,i haven't talked to Bub in months.....why do i still miss him?I even found out he was lying and seeing or met someone anyways behind my back yet i still miss him.Been thinking alot bout my EX lately here too,whats wrong with me lol.I have some health issues goin on and really haven't kept up with this but theres a quick ( Read more... )

Wow i haven't done this in a minute...i miss lj foreal,i lost my paid time but i still have my awesome new layout:)Where to begin,girls are doin great,Shelby just started soccer again,on these nice 100 degrees days but she doesnt care,long as she can play!School starts up on the 27th,woohooo i know i can't wait,Shelby can't either,Amanda on the ( Read more... )

I've been meaning to make this post since last sunday and haven't gotten around to it until now.For those of u that don't know,my best friend Windy's husband,Scott,passed away a year ago on march 11.Windy wanted it to be a happy day for the kids,we know its gonna be a sad day but try to make it where its not a dreaded day every year.So we had a ( Read more... )

check out my new layout!!thank you so much Heather,a.k.a lovetap formerly swtnss,girl has talent with the graphics.i love it so much i really appreciate u doin this for me ( Read more... )

Well i was in the middle of this long ass entry a couple days ago and got knocked offline before i posted it and ended up losing it:(So i'll try this again...its been a few since i updated,been a lil crazy and busy lately and as always everything is so up in the air i can't even get my thoughts together to write a post.Shelby had girl scout camp ( Read more... )

I just wanted to say thank u so much Heather,a.k.a swtnss for getting me paid time and icon space for my b-day!Your such a sweetie for doin this for me.

Now i have to lj friendly and figure out how to change my layout and my user info really needs a update but Crissy,a.k.a trble did everything for me,since shes to busy to b online anymore i dunno i guess i' ( Read more... )

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I'm finally feelin a lil more like myself again....still feel like i been hit by a truck eh.Welcome to the house of sickness,thank god amanda didn't catch it too,i really hope she doesnt,me and shelby have been misreable.Anyway not much really been goin on,jus windy drama so i guess i'll talk bout her drama since it involves me some haha.So yea i ( Read more... )

I'm so confused.....i'm bitin my tongue to keep from saying what i want to say,my radar is goin wild....ever just have a fake conversation and know that its fake...grrrr i should of said what i was thinkin instead of acting like i'm a idiot ( Read more... )

i think ima lil more incoherent today,me and shelby been so sick....i feel like i'm on my deathbed.happy superbowl day...go bears,today was also supposed to be me and bub's anniversary.....yea depressing,i'm goin back to bed:((

*edit* or i guess it would be coherent huh,lol yea i guess maybe i'm not!