even more in love with her than ever. we talked about alot of things (ive got one more thing i thought of to talk about ( Read more... )

im listening to jaco's self titled record, which is the cd that opened my ears to good things (next was kind of blue). its kind of like going home after a long day of work. its one of those cds that i listened to so much that it has become a part of me ( Read more... )

i have a new obsession recently. old r and b is the shit! bill withers, al green, marvin gaye. oooh ( Read more... )

Crazy day ( Read more... )

wtf, i cant ever be content with anything. cause i know me and i know that theres a very good chance that ill be back on this lj tommorow, with nothing tosay but "blah blah blah life sucks ( Read more... )

when things happen and i have hope i dont want to take any steps because SHIT IS PERFECT. like in goodwill hunting. like if youre walking on thin ice and youve been safe so far, but you have to get to the other side of the river. you're half way right? and you knwo that if you dont move you are going to live. if you go back the way you came, you ( Read more... )

well today was interesting. school went as planned i guess, combo practice and the like. me and shai and illaria skipped lunch and fourth block and went downtown and walked around and shit. it was funz ( Read more... )

i woke up disoriented and wondering what time it was. i turned my head and saw the sun floodign through one of the only windows in my basement. i saw particles of dust floating- something that most people take for granted. but today, it was beautiful. like the kind of beautiful where you cant go back to sleep because youre afraid youll forget it so ( Read more... )

i had a shitty night and who knows what is in store for me in the future i feel mightywierd right now this used to be theraputic but now i feel like this part if me IS THE PROBLEM NOT THE SOLUTION ( Read more... )

today when we were hanging out in the cemetary and on the trippin tree that we would have made the perfect movie. with the right music ( Read more... )