And I had been doing such a good job...
Old habits die hard.

For some reason it feels like everytime I start to feel good, and I start to feel like I have a handle on things, something happens that takes me two steps backwards for my one step forward. Sometimes I just feel so insignicant, minor, and alone. I'm sitting here trying to analyze how I think, and I have no clue what is wrong. All I know is I ( Read more... )

fuck yeah for Frisch's Big Boy ( Read more... )

I stayed the night at my grandpa’s condo on Longboat Key for the second night in a row. Nobody is over there (hell, I’m not even supposed to have keys to the condo) so I’ve just been able to have some personal time. Time to just sit around in my underwear and think, or sleep, or do homework, or do whatever the hell else I wanted to do (except go ( Read more... )

Well, I just went back and read through all my old entries, and i realized a few things ( Read more... )

Something in my life needs to change. Something big needs to happen that opens my eyes, that allows me to change and get out of this rut. I'm so happy during the day, and then at night when I'm laying in bed I feel so empty and alone, and when I feel like that it means its time to write in here. I'm sick and tired of just waiting for something ( Read more... )

I love the night. It is my favorite time of the day ( Read more... )

So its been a few days since I broke up with Lara. I really don't even remember when I did it, because I can't keep track of the days down here at all. I have no idea when things happen anymore. I just have a general idea that they happen. I guess now that I think about it, it was last Sunday night because I did when we got back from eating at ( Read more... )

Well I just got back from taking Candace home. We just had one of those really cool deep conversations that you have with friends that make you feel better, or at least enlighten you about certain things. It's almost 5:30 in the morning, but i really needed to write in here now because I have a lot on my mind. Stuff that I don't want to forget ( Read more... )

So its friday, which means I had my "Art History" test today. I think I did really really awesome on it, and so thats the good. As of last night at 11:30 PM I knew absolutely nothing about the five chapters of info we needed to know. Five and a half hours later, i had exhausted my studying ability. I started off studying in the Commons with ( Read more... )