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it seems to me i am much healthier spiritually when i am precariously close to a point of destruction and completely aware of my need.
so my question is, do i intentionally live my life in ways that cause a constant awareness of my need for God?

your thoughts welcomed

hey lovies, hey readers of my live journal (if you do exist),

sorry i've been such a downer lately.

thanks for hangin in there.

3 weeks= home

oh self centric love
how can you lie anymore
since your lover does not live for you
your skin is gone
your love is hate

ive eaten myself away
but im still left starving

sorry to disappoint you, but i dont know if i really love you. maybe you aren't disappointed. maybe you already knew, i really just love me. does God infuse me with His love? Does he make me capable of love ( Read more... )

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tomorrow, the sun will be out for 2 minutes and 49 seconds longer than today.

i just heard a car accident on the street below.
everyone's okay.

just wanted to let everyone know about the sun.

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venturing into the great ALONE ( Read more... )

simply inadequate.

wonder-fully, conciously, deeply, completely inadequate.

to take the next breath, to love, to serve, to desire correctly, to be righteous, to create success from efforts.

death is my goal- so that the life of Christ might be manifested in me.

do you want to be alive? i think i may know how we can be alive now.

go die.