my mind dies
sanity's suicide
self preservation was the only weapon
look inside
i tried
to be everything to every one and now in my eyes im NOTHING

o/' i'll be around
only if you want me to
be there by your side
i'm ready for you

so don't be afraid
cause i know what you're going through
so when you think it's time
i'm ready for you o/'

well thats odd
....barely get to talk to the girl anyway
....get to see her even less
....but cant stop thinking about her
....caring about her more and more every minute
....and i miss her now when shes been gone for less than a day

seems my week *without* her is gonna be the one where shes most on my mind
girls sure are funny

rock concert and a midnight picnic under the stars ( Read more... )

what the hell are you crying about now?
am i too loud? well FUCK YOU
I been waiting a long time
to get this through to you
im more than i was
but we're still less than we will be
you dont have to believe me
but man it kills me
to see you like this
you feel so alone
here i go again on my ownbut what now? the road split ( Read more... )

today's goals ( Read more... )

-I- have an Emily....so.......nyahh.

so i spent the weekend in torrington ( Read more... )

so....im evicted....im living with my aunt thanks to her EXTREME level of kindness and understanding. i dont know where im going from here. theres so much up in the air right now its hard to see what im doing day to day let alone any future scope whatsoever ( Read more... )

nevermind
not who i thought she was

i want a minivan