i hate having a cold everyone! i sniff so much that brandon has decided to start calling me sniffles but i'm changing my name to michelangela instead. looooooong story. anyway, i feel so chipper today and i wish it wasn't a jon influenced thing but there you go. my poor jeans are falling off my bony ass and it's making me sad because when they fit ( Read more... )

it's over for real now. everyone is confused and two of us are hurting but no one knows what is going on. there's so much to say and so little use for saying it. there is a possibility of us getting back together apparently...but not right now and no one can see the future right jon? looking too far ahead...so my decision is to wait. atleast a few ( Read more... )

right now...i am craving a burrito. the delicious vegetarian kind from big ten burrito with awesome out of this world salsa. i'm on the cell telephone with brandon and we want to go to east lansing and get some right now. actually he just says he will come for moral support but he is laughing at me for my weirdness in wanting one. ah well maybe ( Read more... )

i'm off to band camp for the week, well til the 26th. so wish us luck and look forward to our sweet ass show! here's to hoping that everything goes smoothly (enough) and that we get our shit together in time for the first home game.

ahh how awesome it is to feel better. and how perfect that it's right before camp, where i will have enough to worry about (e.g. salt, seniors, a pregnant instructor, antibiotics to take, a show to memorize and march, new uniforms to fundraise for, and bitchy freshman who think they know everything). i love cedar point for making him feel better. i ( Read more... )

ashley...argh you need to come home and hang out with me tomorrow! i'm working at 5 until like freaking 11 again but we can chill in the afternoon if you're up for it. anyway, i went to impression 5 with jon today which was awesome because i haven't been there in years...and we made slime :) plus i didn't really get lost going out to lansing this ( Read more... )

so i'm definitely working alot this week, but it's ok because i have like two weeks off for colorguard junk and of course band camp...the love of my life and bane of my existence. and some people are coming over tomorrow i think...but not spencer because he's a bum (just kidding...but i'll never see you again and i want to give you a hug for making ( Read more... )

so today i'm a little bummed out because jonathon (yes that's how it's spelled with an O!) is evidently grounded to his house until school starts up so my surprise is not really going to happen until well until school starts and we're both not working on a specific weekend. ah well i can go over there randomly to bring him stuff (cookies, socks, ( Read more... )

i hate to be sad and depressing and moody with strangers (except the bearded ones who get grumpy when i tell them "i'm sorry we don't accept personal checks") but what can i say? maybe its the lack of protein, or lack of sleep, or lack of ability to forget how lonely i'll be a year from now...but i'm very lethargic and very eh i dunno it's easy to ( Read more... )

ok so....i'm in need of a little moral support right now. because it's really really really looking like jon is headed off to cali for young americans. and i'm worried. he'll miss my whole senior year. maybe he'll reconsider. wow...i need like eight hundred thousand billion hugs and john's ability to eh eat saltines with chocolate and peanut butter ( Read more... )