I'm back in a flash. I missed this journal so much. Doing the fatherly thing has been the deal. I love being a parent! Plus.. I miss this and I have to figure out if I am back or not.. Am I? Yes I am!

I have been a good daddy! Paige has also been a good child. I love him with my whole heart and so do I love my wife.. Kristen that is. Nothing has been going on here. I don't know whats with the whole group. I have to check up on them and then everything will be all good and well. *laughs* leave me some comments people!

John

I haven't updated in a while because I have been busy myself. Me and my wife had a son. We named him Paige after Paige from Orgy the group of cource. Because thats one of her favorite bands. I am so happy and even the crying that keeps me up has also been a happy experience for me and well now I am all giddy. *laughs* I said giddy. But other then ( Read more... )

I feel like no one cares about this anymore. So, why am I still here?? I am going to just still stay and update. I don't know why. Nothing is really going on and I am bored. This is a boring entry and I must be going.. bye.,.

John

ahh.. it's too damn late to think and I had too many beer's. Kristens right next to be sleeping on my shoulder. She is such a beautiful angel. Her hair shines in the dark and she's so soft. She is so good to me. I don't understand why I am with such a beatuty. I cannot describe her because it's just to damn hard. Well, I better go before I wake her ( Read more... )

Nothing is really knew. Same old stuff happening. No talking except some and thats okay. But I think I am going to go because I really have nothing to say.. Sorry

John

lets see here. Kristen's not mad and we are okay now. I don't know whats up with my band members. Cause they are not talking to me for some odd odd reason. I am starting to give up in a way. I don't know what to write because I am sort of upset.

Bye...

John

(OCC TO RP KRIS: Don't leave us!! I'll miss you too much! )

I figured it out that why Kristen, my wife, my love, has been avoiding me. I know why and I understand... You want to know ( Read more... )

I don't know what i've done now. But no one's speaking to me. Not even my wife. I am really upset and I don't know what the hell's going on. I am just going to sleep.
Sorry guy's for the short update.

John

So, I was at home today reliezing what happened this weekend. See me and the few band members had a party and ended up door to door trick or treating. Don't ask why. Guess we were pretty wasted. Kristen was telling me that I was giving people lap dances and that Kris was doing it too. Ahh.. Kristen said she took pictures but I don't want to see ( Read more... )