your only saving grace is your humor ( Read more... )

My heart shaped box
Is full of hot air
And hatred I wish I didn't have the power to conjure within myself.

i want to take this life ( Read more... )

slender receptors trace the territory that occupies space between your neck and your waist.
they discover you in ways like doves.
those ways that i crave you
they are clear waters.
they are children's smiles.
they are puppy love.

day by day.

I wish I could understand fully the things in which I want to understand. I have an extremely strong desire to feel certain ways about certain people and to act upon those things in appropriate manners, but yet I still find that I do not listen to myself at all. Its like, I can understand it logically, but upon application, I fail to have the ( Read more... )

it's amazing 
                      how strongly
                                             the body
                                                            can crave
                                                                             some things.

i love my stutter.
i wish i knew how to write this feeling.
like words falling from my eyes ( Read more... )

tonight was fantastic.
stayed late and talked with dougie.
he shared some superrrrrrrr intiment stuff with me.
we def. both hold v cards. seriously, he said that and i found a chair and sat down immediately. i little shocking to say the least.
he's adorably fearful of marraige and children.
i'm in the "really close people" and "favorites" circles.

he's ( Read more... )

some days i miss chicago so much it hurts. my heart feels torn in half and my mind can't decide which half is more expendible. sf or chi. it was warmer today and all i could think was how my lungs were reminded of how it felt to breath on those streets.


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i just opened the page and started hitting keys ( Read more... )

i've got the hopeless part down
but the romantic just hasn't ever suited me.
i wrote a page about the word blue and how often it's used in such different way.
true blue.
how is it that i cannot be so when i'm with you?
i despise the fact that i let myself fall for people that i do, but truthfully, i think God has it all worked out in His head and i just ( Read more... )