"Love me when I least deserve it, because thats when I need it most."

[j_mcg]

I wish i could say things were getting better, but they're not. I dont feel any better about any situation. I'm to the point where i'm overly stressed--and its because i make myself stressed. I truly cannot take the weight on my heart anymore. If you know theres something there...why not go for it?! Where could the harm in that be? I'm

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[anonymous]

Jenny..You are the amazingest person i really hope every thing works out very well for you because you shouldnt go through anything like this, your to Nice!! I am soo here for u if you need anything.
Danny B

carly elizabeth kurtz, sophomore at north varsity field hockey supporter of the infamous jenny mcG

[anonymous]

jenny darling... i know this is random, but i was bored... so i read your journal hehe... and well, i have no idea what your going thru right now, but it doesnt sound good... but i hope you dont mind, i just want to tell you a little something that helps me... so it sounds like you really want to rely on people and there not there... i know how that goes, really i do... but what ive found to work, is that you just rely on God, as sappy and biblethumping as that sounds, it works. i pray nightly that i will just rely on god and put my life in his hands, instead of relying on others who will be in and out of your life forever, no doubt you should rely on those and love those, but idk ive been so much happier and less lonely at times relying on god and praying for gods assitance in the minor crisises of my life... i hope you dont think im snooping in your business... this is super long im sorry, but i love you mama mc G, id do anything for you!
BIG Kurtz

Re: carly elizabeth kurtz, sophomore at north varsity field hockey supporter of the infamous jenny m

[j_mcg]

Thank you Carly...leave it to my tiny little dancer to put things in perspective. I've just got to remember that people will come and go when God's my only true constant. THank you so much for pointing that out to me again and reeling me back in as i drift further away. i love you so much and you are coming to yl with me and we're gonna hang out and stuff because you are amazing!