i'm a mess inside my head. 

part of me is relieved.  part of me just feels bad ( Read more... )

"Its hard I must confess
Im banking on the rest to clear away
Cause we have spoken everything
Everything short of I love you

You right where you are
From right where I am
Somewhere between
Unsure and a hundred"

The fray is defining my mood right now.

There are certain people you just keep coming back to
She is right in front of you
You begin to ( Read more... )

SOOOOO EXCITED FOR PROM!!!! :-)

Tonight was amazing. Ashley threw me a suprise birthday party (which wasnt a suprise) but it was amazing. I dont think i can remember the last time i really had this much fun. i was surrounded by the people that mean the world to me...outside with a bonfire and guitar music. it was perfect. absolutely perfect. i coudl not ask for anything ( Read more... )

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don ( Read more... )

"All at once, you look across a crowded room for no one in particular, just looking. Suddenly, you see him, but, oh, how many times you've seen him before. So why did your heart just s k i p a beat? Your eyes meet by mere coincidence, or is it? At that moment you both instantly know that the relationship between the two of you, will never be the ( Read more... )

Last night was amazing. It was definately one of hte most emotional nights in a while. I gave my testimony at Younglife...and it was extremely hard for me to say some of the things i had to say, b/c once u say them outloud it means that its real. It was a blessing to have sean on one side of me and mario on the other...they are both incredible ( Read more... )

I wish i could say things were getting better, but they're not. I dont feel any better about any situation. I'm to the point where i'm overly stressed--and its because i make myself stressed. I truly cannot take the weight on my heart anymore. If you know theres something there...why not go for it?! Where could the harm in that be? I'm ( Read more... )

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