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SNOWBOARDING TOMORROW

i dont know why im posting, no one reads my journal, no one leaves comments, im wasting time!! but hey!! i like it!!!

 blah blah blah......some blizzard..... shit snow in shit NJ whatdoyouexpect??

i had my knees twisted and my eyes crunched tight, my fist was still going at full force.... machine-gun punches

i dont know how to post pictures on here... im web-deficient..... arg

holy hell..... driving to pizza hut last night while blaazed to the face... see a familiar van.... shitty, dirty white.... we go to turn in and then i realize snap!!! its G.... him and another guy w/ a small child were walking out when i screamed " DONT GO THERE!!! DONT GO THERE!!!" teddy asked me why and i said it was G... we drove round for ever ( Read more... )

there should have been bloodshed on saturday night.... as soon as i got in the door at teddies, brandon asked  me if id feel weird if XA came here... he said that teddy said that id feel weird... and thats exactly right... i didnt say "fuck no i dont want that stupid slut here... id kill that bitch..." trust me i was screaming it inside.... but ( Read more... )

wow its warm and its january..... hmmmmmmmm

lukes on my lap... his hair smells gooooood

went to court yesterday..... just got a noise violation...yippee.

im up early.... this sux....

im going to work today...

nothing is new

luke is home

Sweet sweet time

how it slips through our hands

spent laughing, early rainy day

my heart says love

my head says no

you do not love me

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i talked to my baby today.....hes doing good after his operation..... he loves me

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sara i hope you read this soon.... please ( Read more... )

Waitng for him to make his move.....

moments are perfect except those words.....

i sleep better when hes next to me.......

an expensive dinner as an apology......

everything is ok........

but im still crawling out of my skin........