What the livejournal? How did you pop into my mind? I am happy you did, we have not bonded for a very long time. Things are different, I am a new man. Well, not that new, and to be frank, not that man either ( Read more... )

I feel like it would be refreshing to get some thoughts out, but at the same time I'm lacking energy and motivation to do anything. I think I'll meet myself half way and just type with my eyes closed, not capitalizing and using proper grammar ( Read more... )

I've been re-reading Again To Carthage, John L. Parker's sequel to Once A Runner (my profile picture). And in it, the main character goes through some tough times, friends and family dying, missing old times. It brought me back to times that I miss ( Read more... )

I've had a few realizations lately, and I don't know how I feel about them, or even know what they mean, if anything ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I've updated this, so I'll try to skim some less recent events to get to a more time appropriate rant I want to execute ( Read more... )

Someone once told me that there are a lot of different loves that you come across in your life. You have the first one, the one that helps you grow up and learn to appreciate what you had. The one that was doomed from the start and that will never really work even though you both want it to. And the one that's meant to last ( Read more... )

It's amusing to look back at journal entries I've written in the past, looking at what used to bug me, moments that made me happy, everything. I never really reflect on the life I live now, and certainly compare where I am now to where I have been. Yet looking at older entries, the differences in not only what is happening in my life at the time ( Read more... )

Life sometimes just gives you something beautiful ( Read more... )

Honestly, here's a situation ( Read more... )

Sometimes, it's just time for change. Whether it's because you can train good but can't race worth a darn, or you are done trying to make something work, or you just lose focus of the things you really care about. And forget the ones that are causing you nothing but grief. It's time for change ( Read more... )