i'm at a content spot in my life, yet again, and i hate it ( Read more... )

 it's weird to think how people just come in and out of your life...and how someone who used to mean so much, and who i used to care so much about is nothing more than a memory now, maybe the occasional comment on my facebook. it's true what they say, that people don't change but only your perception of them does ( Read more... )

 I am julie
I am crazy

"If you were to die now, at this moment, what would you think of as the best thing you've ever done in your life?"

if i was to die right now, i would like to think that the best thing i've done in my whole life is be the best friend that i can be to those around me. i don't put myself high on a pedestal thinking that i've done so many wonderful ( Read more... )

i'm doing this for me. as a place to vent and express myself. i don't think anyone really reads this anymore, and if you do feel free to leave your thoughts, but that's not why i'm doing it. i'm doing it because for a while i've felt the need for an outlet, and maybe this will help. i don't know ( Read more... )

• 
  you are sharp
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  your life is ever changing
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  you are dull
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  you are still a mystery
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  you're a new mystery

 my sister's old journal from high school =  the best read in a long time.

i wish i had not waited until senior year to sign up for choir, i love it, even though it's harder than i thought it would be. i love startting my day out doing what i love the most. but like i said, it's harder than i thought. i'm not used to having to work hard, not with music anyways. flute came so so so easy to me and when i started taking ( Read more... )

ON SOUTH OF NOWHERE

girl - you know i used to think...
chelsea - really then what happened?
girl - i started trying to explain myself

my mom is a fucking bitch.
she calls this morning and first thing she said was
"i changed your flight" and then she expects me to not be fucking pissed off about it.

yay! back to nothing-to-do cypress on either satuday or sunday now.
i fucking hate my mom sometimes.