dear livejournal ( Read more... )

so i've come to something of a revelation. i'm miserable right now doing the college thing, right? and i don't think i'll ever amount to anything incredible because i lack the determination, the competitive spirit etc... but i think its got more to do with the fact that i hate living in this kind of society. all the red tape, and the buearocracy ( Read more... )

i wish i could go back to tenth grade, and not fuck up my grades, take more APs, retake the freakin SATs, and apply to real college when i was supposed to. this living off-campus, and being a transfer student thing just isnt gonna fly ( Read more... )

how is it harder now, as an adult with an extensive vocabulary and a mind capable of complex thought, to meet people and start conversations than it was when i was 5?
how do you get out of a bad mood that you've been in since high school?
why am i so afraid of opening up to people?

sometimes i miss lucas so much it hurts.

someone take me to disneyland.

<3

i haven't written in this for awhile. scratch that, i have. just only in private posts. because journals are mainly private are they not? anyway. pierce is good. job is good. things are good. my life is boring ( Read more... )

i'm absolutely crazy

oh, thats it.

Jaime's Random Movie Quote:

'We must kill them. We must incinerate them. Pig after pig. Cow after cow. Village after village. Army after army.'

- Kurtz, Apocalypse Now

Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

how absurdly appropriate.

why can't i do important things ( Read more... )

life is really kicking me in the ass right now. isnt summer supposed to be all unwind-y, and relaxing? i guess i'll be moving for the 11th time pretty soon. and with more people than i had originally planned for... which is GREAT. once again, all the wrong people are around, and all the right people are MIA. one more year and then i'm out. that is ( Read more... )