I have a new background thanks to Travis & a new icon so look at them they rock

Well saturday was my birthday.. i kinda feel older i guess.. and hell freaken yah.. it's been raining!! yeaaahhhhh my favorite!!!!!!!
humm well
SLOWWWWWWWWWWWWW--------------> SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!!
an di had pancakes at becky's house... that was fun when i went!!

My birthday is in.... 17 days..i think.....wooo..

Save Me

Had a bad day, don't talk to me,
gonna ride this out,
My little black heart, breaks apart,
with your big mouth.

And I'm sick of my sickness
Dont touch me, you'll get this.
I'm useless, lazy, perverted,
and you hate me.

You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Well I'm waiting for my wake up call ( Read more... )

Today was Monday.. I really didn't want to wake up.. my frikin ear has been hurting again.. and i'm like ahhhh... make it stop.. hurts really bad.. umm then i took a shower.. i was almost late for school..ahhh it was and has been soo cold lately... then i dunno.. i felt like dead or whatever like kinda numb.. all day i was just like frozen in time ( Read more... )

x loserrfacce: hows school
x loserrfacce: ur a big 8TH GRADER!!!!!!!!
x loserrfacce: llol
Fastpitchjulie: lol oh yah im fuckign hard core.. i push those lil 6 grade slaves around like no tomorrow...lol..

man the 6th graders are scary..

oh yah i dotn do that im really a nice person... just becasue i tell lil old ladys tho move ova biatch.. and i push ( Read more... )

Ahhh... fuckin ayyy im sad.. and ahhh... i just wanna cry...

can u see my fake smile?..

can u feel the cuts?..

do u see the blood...

can u feel my pain...?

can u hear me scream?...

can u feel the ache in my heart.. and the pain in my eyes...

do u really believe my stupid lies?....

I am seriously like soooooooo happy.. hummmm... but i haven't been like this for a while. But yah i looked happy, u couldn't really look at me and see the hurt in my eyes and the pain in my heart.. it's still there just buried and put away temorarerily...?..ahh

Softball is soon yay my third or fourth love in the world!!!!

umm ive been pitching yah ( Read more... )

Hells Yah!!! BoB Marley!!!

TrAViS! thnak you travis!!!! Yay!! My lj Back round is soooo cOoOooooOOooOOL!!! Bloooooop!! haaa yay it's the best Muhahaaaahaaa!!! i want a Rainbow Lama... i will color it new!! well today was humm humm... cough.. cough.. wee yha soemhtign happened with someone and someone... lol"COUGH"... welll yha he was pretty crazy ( Read more... )

crazyassblond16: like omg did u see his ass
crazyassblond16: lol
FaStPitChJuLie56: lol
FaStPitChJuLie56: omg yah it was hairy im liek ew fucker shave that shit
FaStPitChJuLie56: !!like OMG!!
crazyassblond16: like omg seriously maybe for his birthday i should buy him a shaver
crazyassblond16: lol
FaStPitChJuLie56: lol like OMg that would be like the bets ( Read more... )

Tom wholigins..?... or Tom WHoolery.. lol haa funny word.. well this week was ok... kinda boring and i went to long beach but i thoguht iwas gunna do a lil bit of better stuff.. ahhhhhhhhh man this sucks.. school is gunna start soon... god i hate phms...  but ummmmm th school year is almost over and im gunna go to kennedy. yay then im gunna play ( Read more... )