I wonder if I stop being nice to people. Start showing the same attitude what would they do? Maybe I should just stop being nice all together I am so overwhelmed by the fact that no matter how nice I am or how much I help someone they disrespect me or treat me like trash. I can't do this anymore.Its about that time to move to a new state. Alabama I ( Read more... )

Since I am quite sure no one reads this anymore I will write how I feel here. This has truly saved me in my time of need because it was the best place to vent with very little care because no one know who you really are. I really am going through a lot of crap my last boyfriend broke up with me with bullshit excuses and used me as one. I don't like ( Read more... )

HI AGAIN EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

update check

I'm in school right now but I'll update when I get home.

Alone is a word that is used a lot. But although your alone phyically that doesn't mean your completely alone. Life is never meaningless so please don't believe it is. Never believe that you are alone and no one cares this world is a hell without fire but you must live here though all the BS life puts us though before you can truely be a peace. ( Read more... )

I just woke up and I didn't have anything to do so I'm gonna update.I woke up and I really can't waituntil anythime near 6 because I get to see Alexander.I also get to go to my friends church which can't be to bad but i really don't enjoy having a bible read to me.It kinda puts me to sleep but she asked me and she was like it will be fun if not you ( Read more... )

It's really wierd that my boyfriend has a live journal but never updates or posts something for mine.He's the greatest though I mean if all people were a nice as him I wouldn't have anyone to argue with.Which I might add is a good idea for then I won't be so mean. Well this is an update lol.
i'll write again soon

PLEASE EXCUSE ANYTHING IN HERE YOU FIND RUDE AND DON'T GIVE ME A RUDE COMMENT ABOUT IT FOR IF I DIDN'T LET THIS ANGER OUT I WOULD HAVE WENT INTO A BREAKDOWN PLEASE FORGIVE ME IF I INSULTED ANYONE ( Read more... )

Ok sometimes I wonder how my life turned out to be this living hell. This seems to be the place I can't ever escape.Excuse me for saying this but what the fuck is wrong with people?I have never even wondered if this pain is worth living though for I know it is.I wonder how people can sit back sometime and never wonder or think how much their life ( Read more... )