i love my job...i love my house...i love my adult swim + ganja every night with skot...i love the new puppy we just got...i love talking to crystal...couldnt really be much happier...

and when all hope is lost i find myself happy once again...im gunna freeze over up there...itll be worth it

i think its safe to say that her mind will destroy her...maybe it wasn't her i was dating...it was just her brains...i think her mind had a character of itself...i think i liked that "mind character" better...under it all i hated the real person...well i do now...which i feel no regret for saying by the way....something about a person dating me ( Read more... )

but girls are the reason i went over to dark side...

its been like a twilight zone the past few days...i think its a on-going thing now...another day off the deep end...then another back to reality...my life is turning into a maze...but thats ok...some recent revalations have proved to me that im ready

its funny how people change...their words turn to lies...their changes turn into a shitty life...they start dating someone who looks like the fat twin of the leperchaun...this was a lesson to be learned...i learned that karma is a bitch i deserved this...and i learned that im not always the bad guy...

i think that this year us progressivly getting worse...at least i have some hope for myself this time around...ill make it...alone or not...im looking to stay alone for awhile...certain revalations seem to be haunting me about it...i need to learn to get rid of the fear

this past year really fucking sucked...i lost alot of friends wasted alot of money and did alot of stupid shit...and did alot of drugs of course...time flies...i guess this year will be different...better relationship...better friends....making more money...no drugs...its starting off good...oh yea and what i say in my livejournal is what i mean... ( Read more... )

ok tallahassee still sucks...its just depressing...i missed this ranch...im happy im back...im happy i have my family here...im happy im engaged now and im not afraid of it ending because theres no reason it will end...im happy she pisses me off sometimes that way its not 100 percent perfect...ha and im kind of happy i didnt meet her friends or ( Read more... )

i love my life...vacation tomorrow...fucking sweet...im getting drunk and passing out in the back of rachaels truck again....cant fucking wait