I met Em and fell in love ( Read more... )

Hulloo neglected journal ( Read more... )

So I knew that it wouldn't be long before I felt like this. I'm surprised it's taken this long to creep up frankly. Here it is. Sitting in my stomach, churning churning. Tears prickled my eyes when I read T's status, my stomach gives a lurch ( Read more... )

Last night I had a panic attack whilst out with the Girls. I don't know what came over me. My stomach had been churning all day, then got worse when I got to the pub. We were there to see Drag Kings, who were awesome by the way! I was sitting there, my girl in the middle and T on the other side, churning churning churning. Then I knew I was going ( Read more... )

I am feeling a little vulnerable and starting to think going out to dinner with the girl and the other girl is not such a great idea. I want to go though. I'm just feeling a little shaky. And I don't think it's got anything to do with that anyway ( Read more... )

I am in love.
Aaaaaaaand the rest needs to go under a private post! Haha

She Loves you!

I am feeling better ( Read more... )

Today I do not feel great. I feel really emotional, like I'm going to cry at any second. I feel weak and trembly. I feel somewhat removed. I feel...I don't want to fucking do today. All i want to do is 'skip to the end' and drink myself into a stupor ( Read more... )

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