ive never had it before and ive always had to watch other people do it to get me to feel good, but now i have what i always wanted ( Read more... )

im sitting here obviously not getting any work done

to do tomorrow morning:

write two essays and outline on the thrid reich

god damnit, im gonna give the author(s) of that fucking nazi book papercuts all over their faces.

write kirch essay

fuck a duck. seriosuly.

jack

so last night had to have been the scariest night of my life ( Read more... )

it hasnt been so bad ( Read more... )

so i probably should have kept the likage to myself.... but i dont think i could have stayed like that lying for that long. i would just be fooling myself telling myself that i didnt like either of them and that i "just wanted to be friends." we all know how "just friends" works out anyways. [rolls eyes ( Read more... )

that girl (my hero, my love) got me to act on my feelings again tonight. shes a good persuader. shes kinda the one i owe for being out. apparently she has a problem with people hiding anything ( Read more... )

....and by "loop de loop ( Read more... )

i would just like everyone to know that i just recieved the invite to meghan murphy's graduation "open house" (aka i bring the bacardi and the "open house" is called a "par-tay," or in my weak ass state, a "siesta")

and i looked at all the pictures she had on it, and out of all of them....

the one of me and her was the biggest

ha! i am special

so im supposed to be doing some newspaper shit but i really dont feel like it and ms. hughes and/or mrs. labond arent here right now so i am gonna do what i want when i want how i want ( Read more... )

so its in my mind now.

sometimes when your emotions go numb for someone your senses can take you back.

smell.

touch.

taste.

sight.

sound.

and sometimes when your basic emotions tell you no, your senses can tell you yes.

just some deep thinking. for exampleJAKE CUNNINGHAM ( Read more... )