mm kay, i love the layout, but i think we should make the links different color, like yellow but maybe oranger- or just orange, and the scroll bar darker color to be visible cuz it`s hard when it`s all one color
mkay- well i changed it a bit now, i hope you don`t hate it...
<3, jacky

i miss you jacky. -joanna

yeah- thursday, no school today or tomorrow. Nothing`s really looking up. I don't even know if i`ll be getting out of this house with anyone at all in the next 4 days. The only place outside i can see myself going to is Vons, to get junk food, to comfort myself in all of it`s saturated fats and carbs and artificial flavors. No packages, as always, ( Read more... )

so, my grandpa is over to see my brother. hes a rich republican with a reall nice huge house and a bmw. i commented on his leather coat and hes just turned into a jerk. he asked me why i thought he could act like that and i said because he can then hes like youre right and i said that as long as he knows it. i feel like crying because hes so ( Read more... )

school is stupid, i haven't gotten decent sleep in 4 days or so, my hair is shit, i hate static, i`m in a green mood today. Yesterday power went out on me when i was in the shower, it was already 3 am by then so i couldn`t get into my parents room to fix it. Dripping wet and blind, i threw on my pants and some shirt i found, got my blanket and went ( Read more... )

hmm. so nothings better than the O.C., chinese food and my brother coming home from iraq. im excited about lacrosse and my life with dan crisp and our baby named clarke or mitchell or something manly but not jonah or madison even though i LOVED those names. ahhhhhh. chinese food is so good but i get sick after so yah. throwing up is not fun. but ( Read more... )

the absence in color ( Read more... )

GOD FUKING DAMMIT - FUCK BUSH. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR okay, well that`s all i`m sad and don't feel like typing - <3 you joanna
-sad devil-

"you have to follow through, with every word you say ( Read more... )

hmm. talked to jaqueeee. i heart that girl/woman person. i heart laura too, why wasn't JESSICA? i heart mr.butler. uNeVENeVER. who are these people that you speak of. i love saying whos so and so when i know perfectly well who a certain person is. i do that to make them feel like SHIT because secretely i wish i didnt ever need to know who they were ( Read more... )