aww joanna!!! i <3 you so much, i`m so glad you are having fun. It`s indescribable, but i`m just really glad that you`re feeling better, i can't stand being sad and having you be even sadder. That's too much sadness to be living in ( Read more... )

strawberry milk is so good. i had this orange flavored lollipop and all i can say is that it was so damn good. kait i will get you one. viera. random just coming over. i slept great at like 2 am. i got an extra hour of sleep. my leg is asleep, man. jacky, i just read the thing and noticed what you were talking about with the intoxicating thing. i ( Read more... )

today was a long exciting day. yesterday was right up there too. tomorrow better be good and then i would have had the best weekend in all of MY history. dupfest, amazing. democratic party, excellent. erics movie night was disturning yet fun. yah im so tired and i ripped my pants. i want to get pants tomorrow. and gym shorts or something. life is ( Read more... )

insanity seems like a good refugee and if there is a cure out there than it`s just really cruel that i don't know of it. i would swear he is stalking me if i didn't know better. i choked at lunch and couldn`t eat cuz he sat right there even though i was hungry cuz i had detention for the first part. I`m sorry for scaring people in p.e. I'm not ( Read more... )

"his hair floats down to his shoulders. i've recently discovered the sins he lays upon me, my reaction sun burst into colors onto him. my blood turned green, dripping to the already sticky floor. somehow i will touch him in my head or is it real, broken wings will heal and i'll spread my legs and kneel ( Read more... )

I`m cold again and i`m wearing orange. No mail again and the rain is gone. Instead of English i had to sit through 2 hours of people trying to tell us that we should try to be a good influence on everyone just like this kid that died and everyone loved. When we finally got out of there, I saw Taylor on the bench playing his guitar. It brought joy ( Read more... )

hmm. livejournals suck. you suck. i need real friends, that is all. rap sucks. subways awesome. north academy rules. this group i went to yesterday was awesome. it was the best. yup. -joanna

its all in how you miz the two.

jerrica just left, she came saturday morning. i got some stuff at target and art store.  school tomorrow and on and on and on, i want it to not be this way. i want to draw all day and all night through then i want to go outside and for it to be raining in my forest, i want it to storm and make the air cold and harsh. Now I just sleep through it all ( Read more... )

i feel weird. i woke up 20 minutes ago and just came to the computer. but i feel like crying and i dont know why. im cold and im wearing warm clothes and school is ok and i have cramps every now and then but i cant do anything about them cuz i used up all my pain killers and im excited about the used. my eyes are foggy my head is shaking inside, i ( Read more... )

my jaw hurts, it was raining today- HARD. the whole time, i was soaked, and cold and water dripping all the way down from me knees. I loved every minutes of it, everyone was so miserable but i was happy. The road back home was flooded so half the time i was literally walking IN the water at least up to my ankles. I was then standing in a huge ( Read more... )