i stayed home today, i was tired and i woke up at 2 bc my stomach really hurt. people are annoying, i thought about that all day. they dont know how to feel bc it might hurt someone else, well guess what people, you should all hurt, its only natural and youre all human. you all talk about how so and so bothers you and then youre totally fine. well ( Read more... )

it`s monday noon, i`m home, feeling less sick then yesterday, except i can`t really hear out of my left ear and my fingers are shaking. I`m hungry, really hungry but i can`t eat. Talked to my grandparents and everyone in Ukraine, they`re still celebrating. They said they`ll send me pictures, I miss my cousin. I was supposed to be graduating this ( Read more... )

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joanna , talk to me, there`s this thing and i just don`t want you to be this low. Please? Just do whatever you want saturday but have at least some fun doing it- for me k ( Read more... )

HOLY SHIT. I JUST RETYPED EVERYTHING THREE TIMES. I HATE THINGS AND MOST PEOPLE. i hate my mom. im going to kill myself as soon as i get a gun.
-joanna

i come home and some lady called because she has my wallet and lives on modaff and thats kinda far and i dont wanna get it. its so inconvinient to take it so far. she found it on kaits street because i was running and i cany believe she didnt see it. so i hate myself and i really do. life is harsh, or just people. either way i feel so sick, i wanna ( Read more... )

bitch sat next to me in bio- i fucking wanted to kill her, everything, her voice, her stupid earrings, damn it some things are better off 10 feet away from me, and 20 in the mornings ( Read more... )

so, im grounded, which semi sucks but i'll just watch all those movies i've wanted to watch. except kat has my mortal combat movie, i'll survive. my parents didnt come home until like 1 this morning. i thought they got over that. my brother called and now hes in samara iraq. only for the week, but he said that he might be able to come home for two ( Read more... )

three things im willing to die for:

1.myself
2.my sanity
3.my own good

so what if it's selfish. everyone's selfish.

<3joanna