i had the worst dream last night. i was so depressed that my parents put me on another antidepresent and then i killed myself. i woke up crying. i hope this actually does happen ( Read more... )

so today i went home with kat. the ride was awkward cuz the kid i sat next to was weird. and then these other kids were touching eachother and they were all guys. freshmen..sigh. so CHRIS ANCONA. i heart him. me and kat had fun shopping and buying clothes and drinking strawberry milk. so i sat on kat then like 5 minutes later she farted on me. it ( Read more... )

hello, my journal is getting tired of me, i decided to write on this one today. this has all been quite crappy up till now. joanna i miss you, i don`t even have my misery buddy with me. haha this is quite amusing of a thought you know depression being camp style and in buddy systems, hmm bet this is why i never liked camp. I have straight As- you ( Read more... )

ABOUT YOU ( Read more... )

2 weeks 3 days - till the hope dies ( Read more... )

hmm. can i have it on white bread. (pffffffffftt)
guy: we dont have any white bread
everyone else:hahahahahahahahaahhahaaha for 7 minutes.

i heart kat. i went to the mall today. seabiscuit was spotted by me and kat i lids. kait was in pacsun with him. hmm. she yelled at him. a lot of people i didnt want to see outside of school, were there. matt has pretty eyes. i tramped this morning at 8 45 with kait, i kicked her so she'd wake up and kat was hiding in her bed, sleeping. i thought i ( Read more... )

LAST PERSON WHO ( Read more... )

this took me like 2 hours to fill out. i got it from matt ( Read more... )

yah today was weird.mussolini is hot. i miss jacky so much, we were learning about anarchism in gov't and all i could think about was jacky. i miss her so much, so so much. i miss hearing her voice, i just read stuff from when i was in cali visiting her. i dont even feel like shes gone but she IS and i cant stop thinking about how much i love her. ( Read more... )