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[jackass_nut]

So...We had Phillip as our bus driver again today, god he's so fine. I can't wait until i see him again :P

Apart from that, today was pretty shitty. Joys of being a teenager eh?

I have started up smoking aswell...it really helps 'numb the pain' if you like.

I can't help feeling second best...

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probably going to sound like I am nagging...

[lizziedripping]

...not such a good idea taking up smoking. But I suspect that you probably know that. But I understand how you feel, however. Being a teenager does suck an amazing amount of ass, and sometimes you wonder just what the hell the point of it all is. It's probably one of the most confusing times of anyone's life and no one and nothing ever really prepares you for it. But I promise you, things get better - life is better. Is there anyone you can talk to? A sympathetic teacher or a school counseller if things are really bad? And really, just having somewhere like this to just spill your guts and rant and rave will do wonders (you can set your entries to private so you only you can read them). You're a great person - might seem a silly thing to say after only really getting to know you over the boards and what not, but you deserve to be happy. Don't let the bastards grind you down!!

[jackass_nut]

No, it doesn't sound like your nagging at all. i have already got the lecture from my mum 'if i find out you have been smoking, i will be so dissapointed' lecture...then she found my lighters.
I know how bad it is. Unfortunatly it's just one of those stupid things that i do. Loads of people have already said to me 'If you hang around with people who smoke, it's just a matter of time...' Which i took into consideration.
I'm going to have to stop soon. It just makes me relax and forget everything that i was orignially thinking about.

Being a teenager is probably the worst time in anyone's life. And yet, i feel so guilty because i have had loads of wonderful things happen to me, and i still manage to feel like shit.
It doesn't really help when your teacher at school calls you a 'loser' because you don't understand the work. He sent a letter to my mum and i got in so much shit. Why won't he just die? njeihtierh
Rant over.
Thank you for replying :):)

[duttyduttylove]

Hi.

I guess we haven't really been introduced very well, but I'm sure you've picked things up.

I'm Rora. 16. I live in Canada. :)

I get where you're coming from, no worries. If you ever need to talk about anything, I'm totally here for you. I had the worst couple of years, and I believe things have just gotten better. I didn't take up smoking, but I did stupid crap, and I can understand where you're coming from.

Do you have msn by any chance? AIM? Otherwise we could just talk through e-mail or here. :)_

[jackass_nut]

Heya hun, thanks for replying :)

I'm Holly, i'm 16 in May, so that would make me 15 now, and i'm from England :)

And yeah i do, my AIM is jknoxrocks06

[normaniac]

Hi there! Nice to meet you, we've got something in common as I see:) hope for a good-fellowship *-*

[snatchturkish]

hey new friend! Thank you for adding me! I'm Laura, 21 and from Canada. I'm thinking we'll have some things in common, hence the jackass gig ;)
Hopin' you're feeling better. I agree with the first person who posted, it certainly does get better. I remember feeling really craptastic in high school. But it gets better!! Take care friend!