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blood keeps drinking away ( Read more... )

The Tension ( Read more... )

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I have thrown away the closest thing i have come to finding the love i have allways needed. Just like i couldn't force shithead to love me, or myself to not love him; i was unable to force myself to be happy with Josh. it was not at all easy. he lost a boyfried, i gave up my best friend. i made that decission, and now i will live with it. what ( Read more... )

I feel Filthy. I feel unworthy. I feel like a hole in time.

ok, so ive had this stupid lj for a year now, damn i feel so much different then i did last year. a year ago: i wanted to get along with everybody, and didn't like hating people, now ive got no problem with that. A year ago i believed in true love; see previous statement. i was desperate then, im shallow now. i was alone then, im not so alone now. ( Read more... )