so this past weekend was a fucking BLAST ( Read more... )

reading up on my old entries..
what a fucking joke.

my life is so different now & i wouldn't have it any other way.

this is how it's going to go ( Read more... )

ben and i are doing good.

things in my life are starting to come together.

let's just hope they stay this way.

i'm anticipating that by this time next year we'll have a year in school under our belts as well as steady jobs and we'll be able to be on our own financially. we'll see.

what do you do when the person who is supposed to love you unconditionally doesn't want to have anything to do with you?

any answers?

i'm bored and sinus headaches piss me off. :[

i need money. hopefully i can get more hours at work. being tight on money all the time doesn't make for an easy situation ( Read more... )

so i went to the hospital tonight...because i was having some complications and some pain. but anyway, so i'm sitting in the waiting room from like 10:30pm until like 1:00 or something and like...there's sooo much weird stuff going on. for instance...the disney channel was on and everyone in there was like over 40 and they were watching it like cnn ( Read more... )

my whole life i have had issues with trust ( Read more... )

i love my husband.

a lot a lot a lot.

<3