I hate the matter of devotion. The fact you can love only one person for the rest of your existance. Someone who might as well be a stranger to you now. Driven mad over my emotional wasteland. Thats all I am anymore. I hold solace in nobody. You are the only one that still posesses the soul I need and I can never genuinely look at anyone else ( Read more... )

I wonder if you know there is someone lying in the shadows. And she doesnt go completely unnoticed. I wonder if you know the day you wrote alllll about how you are going to marry him and have his babies we regained speaking terms. He hung out with a girl he slept with while going out with YOU. And hes told me on more than one occassion that he ( Read more... )

i've completely lost myself and i dont mind ( Read more... )

i dont want to die an abstinent spinster. I feel like i should be engaged or something, and i hate liking someone who I've been waiting to break up with his gf for a little while at least and now its like oh shit we are friends but i kinda want you but we've been buddies for how long? I think im going to choose to do nothing because I've learned ( Read more... )

First of all, you know i love you. You are like my married with child older brother that gets on my nerves sometimes but I'd gladly end the day with a nice hug ( Read more... )

applying has been the most stressful few weeks of my entire life ( Read more... )

Dear life ( Read more... )

maybe i should say these past few years of this journal have been great ( Read more... )

i feel like updating
why?
i dunno
maybe i should be going to bed
maybe my buddy list is REALLY boring when i cant talk to whoever i want
maybe this cold is going to kill me
its KILLING me

ItalianFantasy71 (1:07:47 PM): lol ( Read more... )