it was a fun day.

things are better :)

On August 15, 2005 at 1:30 PM, a Seton Hall University student was robbed as he walked on South Orange Avenue near the South Orange-Newark border.  The victim describes the suspects as two black males who approached him and attempted to physically snatch a gold chain from his neck.

One of the assailants advised him that he had a gun and the victim ( Read more... )

i was right.

& i wanna go back to school.

i have been going to the gym alot. i do the elliptical for an hour then i do other machines and stuff. it helps alot, and when i start to feel like i can't go any further it only takes a thought or two to make me keep going. not an inspirational thought, more like a 'chasing after someone' thought, or a 'i ( Read more... )

sometimes i think it might be getting better but then OH WAIT. haha, your so stupid Jackie, its not.

i feel like i get lied to all the time. and it sucks because i'm not lying about anything. but that doesn't matter, because apparently everything that comes out of my mouth is a lie.

i just want to feel better. i hate coming home, i want to run away ( Read more... )

sucks.
every day i cry pretty hysterically. for so many reasons i don't know where to start. and i'm not exaggerating, it is every single day. its like every time i think things are starting to settle something shakes it up again.  im getting tired of holding it in and not talking about things until people ask. i dont bring things up unless someone ( Read more... )

she's been thinking. what else is new.

when someone dies, people cry for a few days and then eventually stop because they know for a fact that person is never coming back, and theres absolutely nothing anyone can do to bring them back. We cry ocassionally when we think about them or miss them but over time the pain dulls and fades away even if  ( Read more... )

aero3252: jackie you deserve a great guy who will treat you right whether it is bill or not
aero3252: i know you want it to be bill
x   jackie  6: :'(

i wish i wasn't so jealous of other people

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I am hoping for a fun-filled, sunny, drama-free memorial day weekend.

But with alcohol, cold weather, one hotel room, 8 girls and only 6 wristbands, haha.

but i'm still hoping for the best.

PS. Why is it winter?