im hating and loving liking new boys.

3 water bottles
1 necklace
1 shirt
eyeshadow
lip gloss
eyeliner
rechargeable batteries
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.....whats next?.....its sad that i get scared. it sucks that i dont feel safe. friends huh?

(i love how livejournal has that ability to relieve some amount of stress in simply writing).

its sad when you are surprised by the actions of those around you. the actions that you thought would have never crossed that person's mind. the actions you wouldnt think the person would do if the thought happened to cross their mind. i dont like walking into a conversation and having the people look at you cause they had just been caught by the ( Read more... )

back here.
things are...
shake it off.

new changes.

you pretend to miss me. to act angry that i havent been there. but sometimes i think its just all an act that you play. that you dont really have a care in the world for me. its a feeling that you give me, not all of the time, but lately. i try to ignore and think you would never treat me this way, that im just reading way too much into things. but ( Read more... )

failed once again....i get excited. then extremely sad.

only on your time i guess.

5 days...

i think the whole reason why i get into these moods or times of sadness is because im incapable of being alone. im a person that needs people. i can function on my own when doing chores and what not. but i cant be happy for a long period of time just being with myself.

good or bad?

i really need to get out of the valley. im sick of everything that it is ( Read more... )

tomorrow needs to come now. i dont know if i can wait that long and find something that will make me happy until then.